For She Blessed Me With Her Love

For the past week, I've posted some short poems my talented
late wife Patty wrote that were beautiful and well received.
Patty wrote me a letter 3 years before she pass over that says
I knew her better than anyone  and she'd be lost without me. 
I don't know if she knew  that the same was true from me.
Since she has been gone, I sometimes have felt lost without her.
In private, I agonize her leaving me but I know she'd want me
to live on and be happy.  I'm  going to live on for us both making
her poetry well known.  Her spirit lives in my soul forever, but
I also know that I need to lead my life and try an find a new person to
lead my life with when I'm well and  I'm working hard to make
myself healthy again and through some soul searching I know that I
could fully give myself to another if I can find her.  Patty was an amazing
woman who was named 5 times Woman of the Year by national and
international biographical organizations as well as Bride of the Year
in 1990.  I don't think that most people realized how concerned she was for
others combined with a brilliant mind,over 200 IQ and was working on her
first doctorate with  amazing artistic talent in singing, acting, visual art, poetry,
and even puppetry.  Patty was  beautiful physically as well as possessing inner
beauty and she captured my heart the minute I laid eyes on her.  I thought
she was the most beautiful woman I ever saw.
She'll be with  me forever caused she blessed with her love.

The Drive To Win

As I continue to work on regaining my health , I've come to
 focus on doing whatever is needed to heal. The drive has become
stronger each day as I've focus on my goal continuing to make progress.
It's been a  long journey, over 3  years, and keeping focused has not
been easy but  if you truly believe you can achieve your objective then
you find ways to keep going . Because as long as you don't quit then
you can succeed.  I can't say when I'll be healed but I know that I will be.
I continue to search for answers because if you look for more than one
right answer you will find solutions. I believe if someone else can do it
then so can I.  Remember "What ever you can believe you can achieve".

Focus On Being A Success

Lately I've studying ways to be more productive
and successful.  As I continue to heal, I believe
in the next 6 months I'm going to make strides
that I'll be able to start living a normal life and getting
back to work.
I've been reading Paul J. Meyer and Dr. Stephen Covey
and have developed a plan of action.  Clearly define what
you goal is to proactively pursue it developing a plan of
action step by step.  Then each day focus on the important
activities while building desire, self-confidence, and determination.
You build your confidence daily by pursuing your goals even if you afraid.
As they say, "Feel The Fear But Go For It Anyway".
By focusing your mind on what you want with a belief in your abilities
you can reach your destination.

Birth of a Legacy

Recently I've been watching, listening, reading a lot of the works
of the late mythologist Joesph Campbell which has me exploring
the ideas around myth , mythology,and legacy.

I thought about all famous people who had legacies created about them.
I've decided its time a legacy was built around my beautiful late
wife Patty Claire.  Patty was a child prodigy having an IQ of over
200 and when she passed over, she was working on her first of
two Phd's to add to her 2 B.A.'s and 2 M.A.'s. She's a close relative
of Vivian Mary Hartley also known as 2 times academy award winner
Vivian Leigh who she strongly resembles.

Patty has been named numerous times to Who's Who in the World.
Who's Who in America, Who's Who in American Women , and others.
She was named 3 times Woman of the Year by the American Biographical
Institute and 2 times by the International Biographical Institute.

She was a dramatic soprano singing at the Met, an actress, modern dancer,
artist, poet, and puppet artist.  She performed in numerous productions including
performances at Lincoln Center, Summerfest, Irishfest, Germanfest among many
others.  I plan on posting and publishing her poetry as well as uploading videos
in the months to come.

Are You Proactive or Reactive Towards Life

One of the keys, I find to successful living is facing life
with a proactive attitude that you can control, for the
most part, what happens to you and how you see yourself
in the world.  People who are reactive towards life can
feel like their puppets on a string a victim of events and others.
It comes down to your point of view and your belief system.
I've been challenged these last five years with my wife Patty
passing, losing part of my left leg, and losing my autonomy
and freedom but I've developed a proactive attitude to focus
on what I need to do to get my life back and not feel sorry for
what has happened to me.  I believe each of us needs to develop
the proactive habit to live happy and productive lives.  Remember
" Whether You Think You Can or Think You Can't You're Right."

Building an Online Business Isn't That Easy

For the past couple of years, I've been attempting to
build a business online to supplement my disability
check with no success.  I've learned a lot being exposed
to 5 and 6 figure monthly earners who were where I'm
now. I've learned it's not as easy as I thought as 95%
of people never earn anything. But I've also learned
the if you stick with it and keep trying and educating
yourself you can make it.

I've decided to focus on one business promoting
digital audio and video education through a free
marketing system with The Six Figure Success
Team .  I offer a Free Report that explains everything.
      www.infinitymarketingsuccess.com
I feel if you keep working towards something with
singleness of focus you will succeed.

To See Through The Eyes of Yeshua

If only the world today could look to understand our world
 through eyes that Yeshua had some 2000 years ago realizing
that we are all interconnected to each other in this great cosmic
drama we call living and that we need to help each other like
the good samaritan. Yeshua taught many lessons through
parables that people didn't fully get then and still don't now.
Imagine how different the world could be.  In the years since
my leg amputation, I've had the time to study his great teachings
and consider him a mentor as he challenged me to take this
journey which has helped me to turn my health around from
being given last rites to reversing diabetes and healing my body.
He has taught many if they had the ears to hear.